Suffocation

Anger Therapy…
Suffocation

I stepped out of my own life
And met you in yours
I put my life on hold
To join you in yours

To love for a moment
To love for a day
To live for a moment
In a beautiful way

But you barely slowed down
You just took it in stride
You barely slowed down
Now the moment has died

I poured it out on you
The love that’s in my heart
But you’re too damned afraid
To open your own heart

You just don’t understand
That nothing was at stake
You could have made that moment
A sweet memory to take

You say your world is crazy
You think it’s some excuse
My world is just as crazy
And I don’t need a damned excuse

Why do you see me
As a black hole
Suffocation!
Desolation!
As though I
Would take your soul
Consume you
Devour you
And leave you
A withered corpse
Twitching
On the ground

Why do you see me
As a black hole
Suffocation!
Desolation!
You think I
Would take your soul
Consume you
Devour you
And leave you
Your withered corpse
Decaying
In the ground

As always I’m the fool
Cast my pearls before swine
Dare to love a blind-ass fool
Who can’t see love divine

Got to pick up the pieces
Got to wonder why
You see me as a black hole
A place for you to die

God knows it’s not the first time
I wish it were the last
I have to go on loving
And lock this in my past

Your thoughts dishonor me
We’ve got one life to live
You think I want it all
Or more than you can give

What you just don’t get
Is when you give it all
You don’t lose any thing
Not one thing at all

I said that all I wanted
Was a moment lived with love
I asked for just a moment
You dishonor me, my love

Why do you see me
As a black hole
Suffocation!
Desolation!
As though I
Would take your soul
Consume you
Devour you
And leave you
A withered corpse
Twitching
On the ground

Why do you see me
As a black hole
Suffocation!
Desolation!
You think I
Would take your soul
Consume you
Devour you
And leave you
Your withered corpse
Decaying
In the ground

I stepped out of my life
And met with you in yours
I put my life on hold
To join with you in yours

To share love for a moment
To share love for a day
To live life for a moment
In a light and beautiful way

But you barely slowed down for me
You took it all in stride
No, you barely slowed down for me
And now the moment’s died

Why do you see me
As a black hole
Suffocation!
Desolation!
As though I
Would take your soul
Consume you
Devour you
And leave you
A withered corpse
Twitching
On the ground

Why do you see me
As a black hole
Suffocation!
Desolation!
You think I
Would take your soul
Consume you
Devour you
And leave you
Your withered corpse
Decaying
In the ground

Written by S. C. Kim, 16 July 01

Grandma Joyce’s Scones

Ingredients

Flour…8 cups
Sugar…1-1/2 Tbsp
Salt…1-1/4 tsp
Yeast (dry)…1-1/2 Tbsp
Hot water from tap…1 cup
More hot tap water…2-1/2 cups
Oil, butter, or oleo…1/4 cup
Oil (for frying)…1 inch
Powdered sugar, honey butter…to taste

Method

  • Heat oven on ‘warm’ setting.
  • Place flour in mixer. Make hole in center of flour. Pour water into hole.
  • Measure and sprinkle sugar into hole.
  • Sprinkle salt around outside of flour.
  • Stir water and a tiny bit of flour to cool water to comfortable temperature (tepid).
  • Now pour yeast in the hole and with fork mix slightly. Let set until yeast rises (20 mins). It’s okay if a little flour mixes in.
  • When yeast has shown it is active and rises and puffs up, slowly add 1 cup of hot tap water to the flour, NOT the yeast. (Use a spoon to wet the flour, thus heating the flour. Alternately, pulse mixture by turning mixer on/off until flour is moistened. This prevents flour from becoming airborne.) Avoid the yeast so as not to kill the yeast’s activation.
  • Gradually add the remaining water.
  • Before bread mixture is totally mixed, add 1/4 cup oil, butter or oleo (either melted or solid is acceptable).
  • Finish beating with the mixer until the dough pulls away from sides of bowl (about 3-5 minutes).
  • Grease a bowl 3 times larger than dough volume and place dough in the greased bowl.
  • Turn oven OFF. Oven temp should not be hot to feel but just warm to enhance bread dough to rise.
  • Place a towel on the oven shelf (to prevent melting the bowl, if using plastic). A board or a stone or flat surface such as a baking sheet or jelly roll pan will also work.
  • Cover the dough and let stand in a warm place (set it on the towel in the oven).
  • When dough has risen (about an hour), mix it down again to release the air. Recover and allow to rise again until double in bulk.
  • When dough has doubled, it is ready to shape into scones. (Variation: Dough can also be used to make loaves or cinnamon rolls.)
  • To make scones, take small amount of dough (appx. 3/4 cup) and pull it into the desired shape and size. (For best results, dough should be kept warm to the touch.)
  • Fry dough in approximately 1 inch of oil until fork inserted comes out clean. (Heat oil to 350 degrees.)
  • Sprinkle with powdered sugar or slather with honey butter and gobble down while still warm!!
  • Yummy!!

Tuna Salad Sandwiches

Ingredients

Tuna, albacore…2 cans
Celery…2 stalks
Boiled eggs…2
Dill pickles…2
Onion…1/2
Avocado…1
Cheddar cheese…1/2 cup
Salt, Pepper, Tabasco…to taste
Mayonnaise…to taste
Bread, dark whole grain…8 slices
Tomato…1 medium

Method

Chop boiled eggs, celery, pickles, and onions. Mix with tuna. Stir in mayonnaise to the consistency you like. Add salt and pepper to taste. Sprinkle a dash of Tabasco sauce in the mixture if desired. Butter one side of each slice of bread, place on heated griddle with the buttered side down. Sprinkle cheese on the bread, and top 4 of the bread pieces with sliced avocado and the other 4 with sliced tomato. When the cheese is melted and the avocado is warm, remove from heat and spoon the tuna filling on.

Yields 4 large sandwiches.

Chicken with Ginger Sauce

from my friend Ellen…

GINGER SAUCE
Red Onion…1 small
Young Ginger…equivalent volume as onion
White Rice Vinegar…2 Tbsp
Fresh Lemon Juice…2 Tbsp
Red Wine Vinegar…1 Tbsp
Salt…1/4 tsp

CHICKEN and RICE
Chicken, boneless and skinless…2 lbs
Salt…1/2 tsp
Sesame Oil…1 tsp
Green Onion, finely chopped…3 stalks

FRESH VEGETABLES
Green Leaf Lettuce…Several leaves
Cucumber, sliced…1
Cilantro…Small bunch

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GINGER SAUCE
Finely chop the red onion and the young ginger (use equal amounts), then add remaining ingredients. Add salt.Chill prior to serving.

CHICKEN and RICE
Boil the chicken (add the salt and sesame oil to the water) until fully cooked. Make rice using the broth, rather than plain water. Stir fry the green onions in a little oil. When the rice is fully cooked, stir together with the green onions.

FRESH VEGETABLES
Arrange the fresh vegetables on a platter. Place the chilled ginger sauce in a bowl on the side.Serve family style with the chicken and the rice. Use the ginger sauce as a dipping sauce for the chicken.

Classic Scotch Shortbread

from HCK archive
Flour (ordinary) – 3 cups
Sugar (white/’castor’ in Eng.) – 2/3 cups
Butter – 1/2 lb

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*Double the recipe if a larger batch is needed. Bonne chance, etc.
Mix the ingredients in a large bowl by hand patiently until all lumps are broken down. Do not melt butter or knead. The mixture should resemble in texture finely raked gardener’s top soil, i.e. it should be fluffy, not lumpy or melted down.

In a pan 8″ x 8″ or a large ‘cookie sheet’ spread the mixture evenly and press it down flat firmly (but not too hard) until it is 1/2″ – 2/3″ thick. With a long knife cut it into pieces or ‘fingers’ about 2-1/2″ long and 1″ to 1-1/2″ wide by running the knife through the mixture horizontally and vertically several times like this:

 

(With a little practice one gets to be very good at this cutting into rectangular pieces.) You may have to press it down again gently as it will resemble the earth disturbed by a mole underground.

Bake at 275 degrees (slowly) in a preheated oven exactly for an hour. Shut off the oven**. Take it out quickly and run the knife through the vertical and horizontal lines already made once more to separate the pieces that are stuck together. Meanwhile keep the oven door shut so as not to lose the heat. Put the pan/’cookie sheet’ back into the oven and allow it to bake in the residual heat for another hour. Take out. Let it cool for a few minutes. Munch or store in a biscuit tin (in which the short bread will keep remarkably well for many years, if not centuries).

**If you forget to shut off the oven at the end of an hour, what do you suppose will happen? It would be a shameful waste of good butter.

minecraft obsessions

09 May 2014

Enderdragon

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Devil King

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pidgeon

8 September 2013
This is one of my all time favorites.

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abstract

19 Feb 2014

abstract finger painting – fantastic use of color!!

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swordfish

10 June 2014

It has a sword!

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the best green salad

From my dad, H. C. Kim…

Romaine lettuce or Bib lettuce – 1 head

Tomatoes – 1-2 medium

Cucumber – 1

Radish – 3-4

Green onion – 1 stem

Garlic – 1 clove

Sea salt – to taste, ½ tsp

Cayenne pepper – 1/3 tsp

Cider vinegar – 1 Tbsp

Olive oil – 1 Tbsp

Pickled artichoke hearts in plastic or glass jars; avoid tinned kinds generally.* optional

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Method

Wash the lettuce and remove water; modern cooks recommend paper towel to dry it. (Seems to me extreme but no doubt has its point.)

Wash and slice tomatoes, radishes and cucumber. Chop up green onion and garlic.

In a large bowl mix oil and vinegar seasoned with salt and cayenne peppers, as well as garlic. Add the greens and toss.

*The optional artichoke hearts should also be sliced and added in moderate amounts, appx. 1 cup.

Note:

This amount should be enough for 5 or 6 mouths.

(A late friend of mine used to like it so much that he even drank the juice remaining in the bowl!)

It goes well with roast beef (or by itself with rice).

English Curry

H. C. Kim

Lean hamburger – 1 lb

Carrots – 2 cups*

Onions – 2 cups*

Curry powder – 1/4 cup

Cider vinegar – ½ cup

Sugar – 2 Tbsp

Sea salt – to taste

Cayenne pepper – 1 Tbsp

Raisins/currants – ½ cup
*chopped in same amount as the meat

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In a large frying pan or wok fry the meat* (if starting from scratch) till brown. Add salt to taste (sea salt is more nourishing). Add onions and carrots.

Cook in medium heat. Add raisins when the vegetables are soft.

Mix curry powder and some cayenne pepper with apple cider vinegar and some water. Add this mixture when the raisins are soft. Add some sugar or equal (or Stevia in white powder form). Serve on hot rice (with optional egg dropped on hot rice and mixed).

*If you use left-over meat as I do, cook the vegetables first and add the meat later. The rest is the same as outlined above.

If using an uncooked chicken the laziest method is to wash the chicken and boil it first (without the giblets) until nearly done. Then remove the chicken and skin and bone it and put the cut or torn bits of meat back into the pot. Then add the vegetables and cook until they are soft.

Follow the same procedure as above.

For variation add bits of freshly chopped ginger which has a medicinal value. And some garlic. Cayenne is also beneficial.

Note:

I have seldom started from scratch lately. I use left-over roast beef usually. When you use hamburger be sure to drain all the fat as far as possible. Otherwise it is too oily and unwholesome, though it will still taste OK.

The degree of pungency is adjustable according to the cook’s and guests’ tastes.

(In Eugene I once served my left-over curry to Ray and Elaine and the latter raved about it. She said she had never had anything so delicious!)

Baked Egg White Quichey Thingy

10295163_10202744111897402_7307171408787356405_oHow is that for a title?  It’s not a quiche, because it has no breaded crust.  Not that a breaded crust defines a quiche.

Whatever it should be called, this quiche-like breakfast concoction is delicious and nutritious!

Ingredients
Egg whites mixed with asparagus, jalapeno, green onion, mushrooms, and bacon

Method
Bake in muffin tins at 350F for 30-40 minutes.

Variations
This tastes great with chopped cauliflower and/or broccoli in lieu of asparagus.

Yum! Moderately low fat, good protein, reasonable portion control, and easy to pack for work.

What’s not to love?!

Mosaic and Ceramic Arts

I have loved the idea of ceramic arts and mosaic for most of my life.  (photo credit:  http://www.mosaicmakers.co.uk)
  photo credit: www.mosaicmakers.co.uk

I particularly love the natural stone works that I’ve seen, and would love to produce something on my own. (photo credit:  i.telegraph.co.uk)

photo credit: http://www.telegraph.co.uk

To take it even a step farther, what I’d really like is to have a kiln and a wheel and learn the art of working with clay and make my own custom tiles and doodads.  It may be of some concern that so far, most of my artistic or creative dreams involve the use of some sort of extreme heat.  At least I’m no longer interested in dabbling with glass works.  I think metal and ceramics could keep me entertained for the rest of my life.

 

blueladyI’ve only made one mosaic, years ago, when I longed to become a mother, and it was not ceramic.  My blue lady.  It was a learning process and didn’t survive the test of time, although it did survive about 25 years.  I’m going to re-make her one of these days.

Welding

mm_mustangI would love to learn to weld and make fantastical sculptures.  I love the idea of combining art with function, so am particularly drawn to kinetic sculpture.  I love whimsy.  I love steampunk.  I love wind chimes.  I love fountains.  I would love to design works of art that have practical use.

Note, the practical use of a steampunk inspired dinosaur in my yard would be to provide gawker entertainment for me and my boys.  Imagine if it spit fire, steam, or water, or had wings or appendages that spin in the wind, though!

(photo credit: http://dailyartmuse.com/)

 

 

 

 

DSC_36141I love these spherical fire pits.  Oh, what I would like to do with a torch and some steel!

(photo credit: http://www.thefirepitcompany.co.uk)

 

 

 

 

I would like to somehow artistically harness the elements to produce electricity, because I absolutely love the idea of self-sufficiency.  Let yankee ingenuity and a pioneer spirit run wild.  I’m thinking along the lines of some sort of sculptural wind turbine.  I need enough power to keep the well pump running, as a bare minimum.  Not that I’m preparing for a zombie apocalypse, or anything.

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